Mary Magdalene also had her own task at the crucifixion. The ability to fully experience unconditional love was activated in humans only when Jesus and Mary Magdalene had undergone the initiation of the crucifixion ritual. Mary Magdalene completely let go of Jesus and consented to the crucifixion ritual. Her experience of the crucifixion from her womanhood played an important role in activating and deepening the feminine principle on Earth.
Mary Magdalene: “Dear people, it is with joy that I turn to you to share with you my experiences during the profound events surrounding the crucifixion of Jesus. Until now, I have not brought out my story about this. Now the time has come to bring my impressions to your attention. What I experienced is crucial for the healing of the Christ energy and the feminine energy on Earth. Over two thousand years ago, Jesus and I lived in Galilee. We were then commissioned from a higher spiritual dimension to go to Jerusalem. There the true purpose of our mission on Earth would take shape. What was about to happen then marked the end of an era, a period of confusion and loneliness for humanity. The true connection from the heart between humans, and especially between man and woman, had been limited until then. The aspect of unconditionality in experiencing love was still only manifest to a limited extent.
You were not yet aware of your heart’s ability to experience unconditional love. The ability to fully experience unconditional love was activated only when Jesus and I had undergone the initiation of the crucifixion ritual. Jesus then showed his side of this shared experience. I am now telling about my invisible side of the crucifixion. For people are only now able to integrate my experience into their lives and this is because the consciousness concerning the feminine principle has already been partly restored on Earth.
My great thanks therefore go to all the women and men who were and are available for the balancing of the feminine and masculine energy and who have gone through all kinds of personal processes “to get into their hearts” and free themselves from countless illusions.”
Mary Magdalene had to let go of Jesus completely
Mary Magdalene: “My experience during the crucifixion is that of letting go and forgiving, of trust and surrender. Jesus and I were and are one on soul and higher levels of consciousness. During our incarnation on Earth, we were connected through all the chakras, the human energy centres in and around our bodies. Jesus’ mission included letting go of his Earthly body and personality when he died on the cross. To do that, he needed my permission. I had to release him completely before he could undergo his final Earthly initiation.
I, as his wife, had the ability to prevent this final step. I could have kept him for myself and for our family. However, that would have meant that the unconditional love we experienced with each other would have remained available only to us. And although our exchange of love was particularly intense, it still did not have the level that could be achieved when Jesus and I would rise above good and evil, above duality, through crucifixion in our consciousness.
We underwent initiation together, Jesus from the masculine and I from the feminine principle. Similarly, Jesus’ task was to achieve unity consciousness in his heart by rising above “good and evil” and above the “victim and perpetrator roles”. This required from him a lot of trust in and surrender to a higher level of consciousness, God-consciousness.
Getting in touch with this consciousness allowed him to fully realise the Divinity of himself and all involved. He saw the Divine at play in everything that was happening at the time and could thus achieve a deeper degree of enlightenment, of self-realisation. ‘Perceiving the Divine play’ means that he experienced the absolute and relative levels of existence simultaneously. He realised that what was happening then was a “play” to make him and humanity aware of its own Divine essence. It was his challenge not to get dragged into a victim role and stay connected to the essence of who he really was and is. As for the soldiers who crucified him, his challenge was to see them not as perpetrators but as the Divine beings they were and are in essence. He could accept their role during his crucifixion. Choosing to live this experience from oneness enabled him to develop the ultimate form of compassion in his heart, that is, to be able to perceive the Divine in everything and to connect with the Divine in everything and everyone.
The Christ consciousness, the unconditional love in his heart, was fully awakened.”
The initiation of Mary Magdalene in three parts
Mary Magdalene: “What was my own initiation during the crucifixion of Jesus? That now involved a process in three parts. My first challenge was to release Jesus and allow him to undergo his process. To do that, Jesus and I had to take back the energetic connections between all our Earth chakras and completely let go of each other on a human level. Each of us had to undergo the personal initiation alone. On a spiritual level, our connection was and is inseparable. In order to let go of Jesus, I had to fully trust our Divine nature and connection.
I had to surrender to my God-consciousness, a level of consciousness within me where I could feel that everything and everyone is Divine. Then I had to surrender myself to my God-consciousness and let go of all fears and doubts. To the personality, this feels like “jumping into the air” without knowing if there is ground under the feet. I needed to trust that the Divine would catch me. Because my Earth consciousness could not know exactly and my Divine consciousness did know, my human consciousness had to “stretch” itself, as it were, through this act of trust to connect with my Divine, all-knowing consciousness. That now caused a deeper incarnation of my Higher Self and the even more conscious experience of my Divinity on Earth.
This conscious choice of mine simultaneously worked partly as a preparation for Jesus to make the first step in his own process, namely to let go of me and our children. My choice made it easier for Jesus to take his own first step.”
Crucifixion
Nothing is more heartbreaking than letting your loved one die. Mary Magdalene: “My second challenge was to release my beloved Jesus from Earthly life and consent to his Earthly death. Although it seemed that, after he was captured, his process was irreversible, this was not the case. Both Jesus and I could stop the process at any time. At various times, Jesus had opportunities to use his divinity in such a way that he would be recognised as a divine being by the onlookers in Jerusalem and released. However, he did not want to make use of these opportunities because he wanted to bring the process to completeness.
I had to consent to this final step on a spiritual level as well. On a human level, there is nothing more heartbreaking than letting your loved one die. Yet on a human level, Jesus and I let go of each other. My trust and surrender were taken to the maximum. The utmost was required of my human feelings to connect them with my Divine consciousness. As I surrendered my fears and pains to the love and trust of my Divine heart, I experienced a deep freedom.
The ecstasy of the deep connection Jesus and I had with each other returned at a much deeper level. A depth that emerged when I accepted and experienced through in my earthly form that death could not separate us. To feel this through, we first had to let go of each other. Experiencing this awareness allowed me to fully realise the Divinity of myself and all involved. I also recognised the Divine play in what happened then and was able to reach a higher level of enlightenment, of self-realisation. The Christ-consciousness in my heart was fully awakened.
It was my third challenge to accept the death of Jesus on a human level. I continued my life on Earth, while Jesus started integrating his own experience from the spiritual dimension. Later, he guided humanity on the spiritual plane in opening the heart and activating Christ Consciousness, the unconditional love in everyone’s heart. I withdrew from large groups and paid attention to my own processing of this initiation. Later, I became involved in opening hearts on Earth and activating Christ Consciousness in the heart based on the feminine principle.”
The power of women is anchored in the experience of emptiness
Mary Magdalene: “Earlier in this revelation, I said that my experience of the crucifixion from my womanhood played an important role in activating and deepening the feminine principle on Earth. The basis of the feminine principle is “being able to receive”. To be able to receive, a woman needs to be in touch with her own power.
This power is also a form of self-confidence and a manifestation of her Divinity. A woman is in touch with her own power only when she is able to experience emptiness and allow it into herself. This emptiness is also present in her womb and has within it the ability to create and create life in every sense. Only from emptiness can one create. The woman’s strength is anchored in the experience of emptiness. The unconditional love of her heart is rooted in the creative power of her womb connected to that emptiness. To receive, a woman must be able to let go at all times, even that which she holds most dear.
Only in this way can she fully admit her power and maintain her self-respect. This is an inner attitude that should not be misunderstood with an attitude of permanent loss or being unable to commit. What I am talking about is an attitude of freedom and of being able to choose primarily for herself. Only then can she fully “put down” her feminine power and energy.
During “our crucifixion”, I intensely lived the experience of letting go. I have been a channel and become a way to manifest the consciousness of the feminine principle in its full power and honour on Earth. Through my experience, this principle has been raised in vibration and become present in its full value on Earth. This principle is present in all women in their hearts and in their wombs and it can be activated at any time. I am available to all women to guide this process. I am also available to men for healing their feminine side and harmonising both principles, masculine and feminine in their hearts. Both women and men can consult me and also Jesus for healing their relationships with each other. Everything that happens in the man-woman relationship is a reflection of the interaction of these principles within themselves.
Pray to me and to Jesus and we will guide you in opening your hearts, in becoming aware of your true powers and how the feminine and masculine principles play a role in becoming aware of your Divinity.
From unity and love, Mary Magdalene.”
